Pants

Ok today will be better, as I am wearing pants and make up. Though I feel unbelievably crappy and hurt. I shall hold my head high and be productive that way I can take my mind off life for a bit. Wish me luck.

grrrr

I am so hurt and so upset. Why is it I cant just have an easy life. Why am I the parent to my own mother. Why cant my life just be a bit kinda to me. I am always there for mum and she then treats me like shit. The anger is nothing compared to how much what she said hurt me. I think I a just going to have some me time. I need to re cooperate and gather my thoughts. I had a really great pirate day but a very shit hangover day. I hate feeling sad.