It takes a lot to see when or if Ur worth something. and sometimes u just cant see it its like a wall or a barrier if u like. your smiling on the outside but inside Ur fucking dying. i would love to make things right around me and in everyone's lives but i cant even do that until im sorted. i have managed to sort out those closest around me which im gonna say is a good thing, as i do have to stay with the positive because im not gonna fall down that giant grey pit that i see everyone else fall down. but this time im not gonna get brought down im gonna keep on going forward. it hurts to see those around me hurting but if i can make just one person happy each day or at least one person smile then i will fill fulfilled which is something. i well do miss a few of the family i don't talk to even though i will never be able to correct shit and stuff i still feel for them.
but all this makes me think i could be worth something and i just need to be valued in myself and by myself :)
peace out :)
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