so i told dan i got off with some one else. i have this pit in my stomach that i hate. i dont do guilt well. im worried that im growing farther apart from my london friends. i worry that molly wont want to travel the world with me. im scared a lot right now and i just feel kinda sick. im worried im gonna fuck up another year of uni and i think i really like drugs and hugs right now. if i amount to anything its gonna be a fecking miricle. i also still feel kinda lonely. like i sit in my flat and i just think.....
so right now this is me manning the fuck up. im gonna go home and get shouted at by dan. im gonna wait for him to leave and have a good cry. im gonna watch so much smallville that i will shit out superman. im gonna read sociology books like ive never read before. i need to plow through the next two days and suck it up. im scared but at least im free.
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