fucked it

I fucked up at uni. My family don't want me. I don't have a love. I just don't see a future. I think I need to re-think life. And i am gonna start with my attitude. I am not going to sit here feeling sorry for myself. I am going to get on my god damn horse and I am gonna fucking ride it. I am not no weak little girl that's going to sit and take it. I will prove everyone wrong and I will amount to something. I am going to persevere and fucking take the bull by its horns. Yeah I am upset but I am not going to lose. I am going to be an opportunist. So watch this space because its going no where.