People suck sometimes

Dan is being a massive dick. I say no to him staying around and he starts throwing his toys out of the cot. And he just ended the friendship, honestly thats a load off my mind. I cant keep working around him its to draining. I feel drained but I have to move. I need something positive to happen today. need to start the feeling of happy and then try and make it continue. I guess that sounds really odd, but I am trying. I have not cried yet and I am going to try hard not to. Unless I get hit by a truck at which point I am gonna cry like a newborn!! My head feels pretty heavy and I am getting my daily stress headache and the huge feeling of anxiety which feels like someone sitting on my chest. Gawwwwd I hate this I want to feel normal again. Well as close as I can get. Right enough of me whinging via writing. I am getting off my bed and I will open the curtains and I will find my positivity.